I Miss My Friends!!!

The struggle I have with the summer is that I'm too lazy to contact anyone. I always tell myself I will text that friend tomorrow and I just keep putting it off and putting it off until BAM summer is over and I did not see anyone. Right now I will admit that I am lonely and I want to see my friends again but I still have not contacted anyone. My best friend is the only person I have hung out with since school ended and now that she is gone for a few weeks I am incredibly lonely.

                                     

Sadly I am Patrick...

Anyway, now a little hint about my personality is that no matter how much I want to see someone or talk to them I will always put it off because I always worry they do not want to talk to me or see me so I wait for them to come to me. Not a good trait to have but I am trying to overcome it. Now to be honest I probably have about four friends in my life so I have been trying to make new friends lately but now that school has ended I am stuck and I will have to start all over again next year depending on who is in my classes. When I say I have four friends those are ones I would hang out with outside of school, I have quite a few school friends (meaning you talk to them at school but nothing else) so I although I miss some of them it's not quite the same thing since I know I don't really mean anything to them. Wow, this is getting depressing. Let's end this on a positive note, I will hang out with two friends who aren't my best friend before summer ends. And I will be more sociable and less of a nobody at next year at school.

At least I will try. I cannot promise a huge life change.