The Future Is Becoming Real

There are about two months of school left and it is finally starting to hit me that I'm graduating. I have mixed feelings about graduation like a lot of other graduates. I'm excited for my upcoming grad events which are only a month away however at the same time I'm nervous about leaving high school which I've become so comfortable with.

It hadn't really hit me that I'm going to university in the fall until I got mailed my acceptance package today. Nowadays a lot of the university stuff is done online and I've been doing all the stuff I've needed to do but it didn't really feel real to me. Now I have this physical acceptance that I can hold in my hands that just makes everything feel real. I'm sort of terrified to be going into university especially since none of my friends are going to the same school. It's going to be hard for me at the very beginning to know absolutely no one but I'm sure it'll turn out alright.

I can't say I'll miss high school though. Graduation literally can not come soon enough. Especially since I have my beautiful grad dress hanging up in my closet which I can't wear for another month. I wanna go to prom and hang out with my friends and just have a lot of fun in these last few months. I've been working hard to become responsible and do all the things I have to do before I graduate. I honestly feel like I haven't had any fun all year. But you gotta do what you gotta do. I can put up with a year of hard work if it means I'm one step closer to my dreams.