How Prom Went

First of all, there was the picture taking part. I felt really awkward during 80% of it. Nothing all that much happened except I had my first ever picture taken with my ex. Seeing him tonight kind of confused me but I'll get back to that.

At the actual prom venue we spent quite a lot of time taking pictures when we arrived. Then it was time for dinner but my table was literally the last one called. I was so hungry I felt like I was going to faint and once I got my food nothing else mattered except eating. After that there was dessert then the slideshow which was pretty boring. Then it was time to dance which was my favourite part. There was a little bit of drama though with one of my friends and a guy she liked which ended with him dislocating his jaw after running into a wall (he was running to go dance to his favourite song). I had a fun time dancing and had a good time hanging outside laughing at people sucking the helium from the balloons to make their voices all squeaky. The night ended and my friend and I were planning on going to this after prom thing but it seemed pretty sketchy so we decided not to. That's pretty much everything that happened.

Now back to my ex. I was planning on avoiding him like I usually do but our parents are friends so of course my mom wanted to talk to his mom and he came over to say hi. We ended up getting a picture taken together with our arms around each other which surprisingly wasn't that awkward. I should mention that he had a date which was a girl who I know who is super nice. Anyway when it was dinner time him and his date were sitting at the same table as me. We only made eye contact once because I basically just kept sipping water. They ended up moving to the table beside mine which was where her friends were sitting. Even though I didn't want to, I kept looking for him all night long. I'm a little confused about my feelings because although I really like being around him, I'm not sure I still like him the same way I used to. I like talking to him and I still think he's attractive but I don't know it just feels different, like he's a friend not an ex. The thing is I don't think I have feeling for him anymore but I still kept thinking about kissing him and stuff which is weird. I dunno it's confusing. I'd like to say this problem wont exist once I graduate but we are going to the same university and going into the same program so there will probably be more posts about this.

Overall I had a really great night. It was everything I wanted it to be and I looked awesome in my dress. Definitely was worth going.