Firstly, today is the last day I will ever think of my ex in a romantic way. I've been over him for a while now, but there are still times now and again that I think about him but I vow to stop that completely in 2016. There's no point since there's no way we will ever get back together and I honestly don't even think I want to get back together with him. I'm just lonely.
Secondly, I will take my university schooling seriously. Last semester I underestimated university and found it next to impossible to make myself study. After seeing how quickly the term goes by, I think I'm capable of committing myself completely to my course work next term. The problem was that I'm used to a linear system where I have a year to complete my course instead of semester system where you only have a couple of months, because of this I always thought I had more time than I actually had. However, I vow to do better from now on because I know I'm capable of more than this.
Thirdly, I will pay attention to my health. Generally, I have a good immune system so I don't get sick often but I still wouldn't call myself healthy. In the new year, I'd like to work out at least once a week and I want to stop skipping meals. When I'm at the university for classes, I feel weird about bringing food from home to eat and I don't have enough money to buy food every day so I tend to skip eating. I know this is terrible for my health so I'd like to stop it.
Lastly, I will find a reason to be happy. Whether it's hanging out with friends more or going on walks to watch the sunset, I need to find some way for me to be happy. This year I haven't felt sad but I haven't felt happy either, I felt more like I was numb. Happiness is so important and I would like to experience it again.
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