I Wanna Quit My Job

I got really lucky with the job I got for the summer. I got plenty of hours and even when I didn't want plenty of hours, my workplace was understanding. They allowed me to be flexible with my hours, never forcing me into shifts I couldn't take. Even now they are understanding that I can't work more than one shift a week. My co-workers are all very nice and even though my supervisors can be a bit intimidating, I know they are nice people as well who are just trying to do their jobs.

But when it comes down to it, I really want to quit my job. It has nothing to do with being unhappy with my job but just that I'm unhappy that I have a job. In my life, I have budgeted my finances so that I'm good money wise for the next year or so. Being that I have no need for money and I don't really like being in customer service, I want to quit. The only issue is I'm too scared to quit.

Many people would tell me, don't write a blog post about wanting to quit your job because your employer could find it and fire you. Honestly, I wouldn't even mind getting fired, that way I wouldn't have to deal with the awkwardness of quitting. (Yes I'm a weird person like that, I avoid people at all costs. It's kinda ironic I work in customer service right?)

At this point in my life, I don't want to be working. I want to dedicate myself to being a student. I'd also like to keep my long distance relationship intact and find some time to work on my hobbies. I kind of want to try to make videos again and start improving my drawing skills. As much as I find science fascinating, I miss being creative. So yeah, I want to quit my job, I just have to find the courage first.