The Return Of The Feelings!!!

Now I'm a person who tends to document most of my life with writing thus the blog. However, I was reading through a failed journal of mine and it had a bit of a weird effect on me. The original point of this journal was to write down everything that happens each summer instead of being a year round one but I never finished it and this summer went undocumented.

I could give you the whole story about this but I'm going to cut it down to the bare minimum. Basically, there was this guy who I really liked at the time and we had a bit of a weird relationship with each other until ultimately we stopped talking and he got back together with his ex. The two of us sort of kept contact since he went to the same school as me but now it's been a while since I've talked to him. I had honestly completely forgotten about him and how I felt about him until I went back and read through this journal. Because I tend to write in detail I suddenly remembered everything that happened in that time and how I used to feel. Remembering all that made me really happy and I, in a weird way, started to fall for him again. Now I should clarify that we were never anything more than friends, it was always a platonic relationship however it never really felt platonic if that makes sense.

It's just sort of crazy for me to all of a sudden have those feelings again after not feeling them for so long. It's kinda like when you lose a necklace you love and over time you just forget about it and it's like you never had it in the first place until one day you suddenly find the necklace again and you remember how much you used to love it. Bad analogy, sorry. Basically, this is just weird for me since I had completely moved on and forgotten about him and now all of a sudden BAM feelings.