I Worry For University Me

Today I decided it was time to grow up and finally do something on my own. Since I needed to go to my university to get my student card I decided I would get on the bus by myself for the first time to go get it. I was so worried about whether or not I would do things right. I was waiting at the bus stop and when I saw a bus coming I got on. I gave my ticket and did everything right until I realized the bus was going a weird way. Finally, I got the courage to ask the bus driver which bus it was and it was the wrong bus. I got off the bus, walked home, and defeatedly got my mom to drive me.

Turns out I'm very dependant on people and I'm unable to do things by myself. This sucks because I know no one at university so I'm probably going to be making mistakes all over the place. I have a feeling I'll do a lot of stupid things like walk into the wrong class, forget my books somewhere, and get lost all the time. Hopefully, I adjust quickly so I won't do anything too major to screw things up. I've always had a bad sense of direction and I tend to space out a lot which leads to me messing up. Let's hope everything goes well in three weeks, if it doesn't I'm sure I'll write about it.