I'm In

I don't have any way to prove it to you but I can wait for you. Even back when I thought I'd have to go eight months without seeing you in person, I still knew I could wait. Could is the wrong word, I want to wait. I can't say this to you partially because it's too cheesy and partially because I don't want to scare you off but there's a reason I am so certain. Never before have I connected so much with a guy. After meeting you and getting to know you, I'm not sure I'll ever meet someone more suited towards me.

It's similar to the reason I deleted tinder because I knew after meeting you, I wasn't going to find anyone better on there. Actually meeting you was a complete fluke and I can't even explain why I liked you. I think it was along the lines of me seeing your picture thinking you were cute, reading your description and finding out you weren't from here, then swiping right just 'cause. I didn't think you would match with me, I didn't think you would message me, and I didn't think we would meet up. I didn't expect any of it and honestly, I wasn't even in a place where I was looking for someone. My boyfriend had just broken up with me two weeks before I started talking to you. I was over him but I didn't want to just jump right back into dating either as I had been doing it almost constantly for four months and nothing was going the way I wanted it to. But then I met you and things were different than they had ever been before. Everything was easy and I wasn't stressed out at all. However, I knew you were leaving soon so I didn't really take it seriously. It wasn't until you started messaging me after you had left that I started to think maybe this could work.

Now here we are. I know I can't predict the future or how things will go but I will do everything in my power so that we have a chance. There are so many things I want to do with you that I won't give up on those experiences with you just because I get lonely. I think you could be the guy I actually fall in love with. I've never been in love and I'm kinda scared of love so that's saying a lot. I don't want to date just anybody. I want to date someone who is like my best friend, someone who I can tell everything to and who can make me laugh like no one else, but who is also still my boyfriend so we can go on dates and make out and stuff. To be honest you're the first guy I've dated who has fit that description. So yeah, don't worry about me. I'm in this 100%. You are saving up money to visit me and move to my city so the only thing I can do in return is wait for you and show you how much I appreciate everything you've done when you get here.