Obviously, I have no idea if he'll be the guy I end up with but so far it seems like it might end up that way. My boyfriend is incredible, he's literally everything I've ever wanted and more. We get along really well and have similar beliefs and opinions. So there have been thoughts that have crossed my mind along with, what if I have settled down already? What if I'm done with dating forever? I'll never be able to go out with any other guys. There are so many guys in the world, how will I deal with never being able to have a chance with them?
I already knew the answer to this problem before it even became a thing I thought about but I think I needed a reminder. I went out for my 20th birthday and since my boyfriend and I are long distance, he obviously couldn't come out with me. I went to a club and I literally did not care about any guy there. I kinda looked around and all I could think was "insert boyfriend's name here" is better. There were even guys that came up to me and my friend who were asking us to hang out with them or dance or whatever, and I just did not care. Going out just reminded me of how great I have it and how thankful I am to be with my boyfriend.
So if my boyfriend ends up being the last guy I ever date, I'll never have regrets about that. If he's the one I settle down with, great. If I'm done with dating forever, thank god. If I never get a chance with any other guys, that's probably for the best since none of them are better than my current boyfriend anyway. However, I know it's early both in my relationship and in my life so there's no guarantee I'll end up with my boyfriend but if I do, I will never be upset about my lack of experience with other people.
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