Thursday, August 3, 2017

Moving Fast

Right now I'm nearing the end of my summer vacation and preparing to restart my normal life. For the past couple of months I've been doing practically nothing while spending the majority of my time with my boyfriend. By this time next month, I'll be starting school again and drastically changing my everyday life.

Currently, I spend about half the week with my boyfriend and honestly that isn't enough. I've become greedy since he moved here a couple of months ago. I know it's impossible since we both have lives (well I'll have one soon) but I want to spend all my time with him. Lately, I've been thinking about how much I'd like to move into an apartment with him but that's crazy since I'm a twenty-year-old university student. Since meeting him I've decided on the mentality that I don't want to rush through life but instead walk slowly through each milestone however my thoughts lately don't match that. I keep thinking too far into the future imagining things like moving in together, getting a dog, getting engaged, getting married, having kids, etc. At this point, I'm just wondering if this is normal when you find someone you love or if there's something wrong with me. Obviously, I'm not ready for any of the things I imagine but I'm overjoyed when imagining them. Am I moving too fast or am I just in love?


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