All Time Stress High

Generally, I'm a person who doesn't handle stress well. I don't like having a ton going on because I need quite a bit of rest to function normally. However, I'm currently experiencing the most amount of stress I ever have.

I'm two weeks away from being done high school forever. I have homework to do and finals to study for. Since I'm graduating I need to make sure I've completed all the requirements so I can actually graduate. Also, I have to worry about next year. I had this issue with my university where they hadn't received my acceptance deposit so I had to sort that out. Class registration also begins right in the middle of my exam week so I have to wake up extra early on the day of my biology exam so that I can make sure I get the classes I need for next year. Then we have outside of school stuff. I'm stopping my time at the place I'm volunteering but I haven't heard anything about whether or not I can leave yet so that's weighing heavily on me. The reason that is a problem is because I'm currently searching for a summer job and I could have some issues with conflicting hours if I get a job while I'm still volunteering. Also applying for jobs is stressful and I need a job this summer so I have to try really hard to get hired while also thinking up backup plans in case I can't find a job. If all that wasn't enough I'm also starting to manage my own money and I recently made a mistake that I had to get sorted out.

I honestly don't know how I'm doing so well. Usually, just one thing would cause me a lot of stress but I have so many things to stress out about right now. I've also not been sleeping well so that makes everything worse because I'm so sleepy I can't do things properly (which is why I had an issue involving money recently). Overall I'm not doing that bad though. I can still function and the stress hasn't affected me too much yet. I seriously can't wait for summer when most of these issues go away.